Thanks for the comments, nice to pop back and see the thread still alive! Sarah, I agree that I have some form of PTSD, although post cancer stress seems to come with a different set of symptoms to someone who has experienced other types of trauma like an accident or violent crime. I haven't had any flash backs as yet, fingers crossed.. I've been battling with anxiety and depression for a long time now, which has actually improved since I've started talking and writing about my experience with cancer. I also just found out after 9 months of searching for answers that I have narcolepsy! What are the chances? @survivorsays, I am 100% certain that emotional problems can manifest into physical symptoms. I have experienced this many times in the past! Probably 50% of all physical symptoms I've had since finishing treatment have been due to anxiety. I dont know much about Shingles, but I'd say talking to your doctor and maybe some counselling would help. Good luck with it! All the best ... View more

Hi Ally3, I think I know just how you feel.. I'm 5 years post treatment, and while I cant complain about my life in general, I am constantly questioning myself on whether I am making the most of every day! I guess we all make a tonne of promises to ourselves when we're sick, but then life goes on and not all these promises can be met. The question you put forward on trusting our bodies is definitely a good one. I have to say no, I dont fully trust my body.. I dont think I ever will. However I do trust myself to look after my body the best I can. At the end of the day its all we really can do! All the best Sam http://lifeafterlymphoma.blogspot.com ... View more

Hi Silly, thanks for your reply. I think that deep down I am scared the cancer will come back, even though I dont consciously worry about it much any more. I have been in remission now for 5 years, and they have said there's very little chance I will relapse. Although I do worry less about the cancer coming back, it has definitely changed my approach to life, sometimes I think in quite a negative way. Just as you try to simplify your life and have everything in order 'just in case' I think I'm pushing myself too hard to progress my career, buy a house, and have kids.. So I can get it all done ASAP, just in case. I keep trying to look into my mind and figure out what is bugging me, but I just cant see it! @Orgone, this is interesting advice. I have recently tried acupuncture to try and clear things up. It did seem to ease my mind for a few weeks.. Maybe I should try it on a regular basis? Do you have other specific advice on this? ... View more