Thanks guys, Im not sure whats going on with me maybe still in shock but have surprised myself how strong and positive I have been. My family are probably the ones that are struggling the most as they can not see me. Im having a lot of trouble sleeping but have never been a good sleeper anyway. Have got a fare bit of support from defence force but its not the same as friends and family but Im well aware its more than some people have. I just got the cervical cancer ribbon tattood on my foot, its what I see when I look down and its on my foot because Im going to kick the bloody thing 🙂 ... View more