hi, found the link to this site, and thought id come over. reading through posts its sad, but i so feel a bit better to know im not alone. lost my mum aged 65 back in june, after 4 months of stomach cancer. im normally a mummys girl. so this years been hard. had my first grandchild born, lost my grandmother, as well as 9 other friends. all since mum has passed. i miss our christmas traditions, ive tried starting up my own for my 4 children. but i still feel so numb. weve had christmas eve at my mums since i was born, putting up tree (during our chrissy pagent) which then went to the grandkids.. when i got older. my partner also lost his dad back about 20 years ago, through cancer, so i know he understands how i feel, but i feel so guilty all the time being so emotional.. anyway so much for me just posting a hello.. spending the day with my grandaughter today. so just wanted to touch base. and say hello. ... View more