Butterfly, thats so much for your response. what you said is so true... people that are not sick telling you to be positive when i think I'm already pretty positive gets on my nerves. (i have my moments of being angry) BUT it is the truth, most of the time I try to be in a good mood and I did work the entire time thru my treatment. Now though, I'm realizing I'm no where near done like I had planned. Now this is going to be a whole way of life, and I will make adjustments. This type of forum is really good for me beacause it allows me to have other people going thru what I am and know stuff that helps. I want to be that person for someone else. Hopefully, we can chat soon. I havent figured out this forum yet.... I know on HysterSisters they had all kinds of cool stuff and the people there were great. I'm cookin a big old turkey soon, so gobble gobble have a great day! Hauling out the christmas cd's to cook and thank GOD that i can have a mimosa! Hope you're feeling good today too! diane
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