Thank you for taking the time to reply, it means a lot to know people are reading my story. I feel like that's exactly it , you want to be available to them 24/7 but at the same time you just want to feel sane and normal. I'm lucky that my mum is very strong willed and goes on with life as if nothing is holding her back, I'm so proud of her, she is very strong. Every now and then I love to just get away from everyone and have a little reflection and cry for myself, it does feel good to release the stress that does build up. Thank you for all your advice, I will defiantly use it! I hope your father is well xoxo siobhan ... View more