Hello, thank you for your life you gladly share with us. I have had to steep back and look at what has changed in our life. The only thing that has changed so fare is we have a general idea of what might be the outcome of life, and yet it brings with it condensed feelings and emotions. Weaknesses are strengths, strengths are weaknesses that all changed in character from minute to minute to be able to live and give personal support. The challenge has been in allowing ownership of feelings and emotions to be resolved within the owners realm and not to disempower but to support self-empowerment from resolving feelings and emotions. This is where I am at this time how ever it will change as the prognosis does. Love to you all ... View more

Hello, thank you for your life you gladly share with us. I have had to steep back and look at what has changed in our life. The only thing that has changed so fare is we have a general idea of what might be the outcome of life, and yet it brings with it condensed feelings and emotions. Weaknesses are strengths, strengths are weaknesses that all changed in character from minute to minute to be able to live and give personal support. The challenge has been in allowing ownership of feelings and emotions to be resolved within the owners realm and not to disempower but to support self-empowerment from resolving feelings and emotions. This is where I am at this time how ever it will change as the prognosis does. Love to you all ... View more

Hello, thank you for your life you gladly share with us. I have had to steep back and look at what has changed in our life. The only thing that has changed so fare is we have a general idea of what might be the outcome of life, and yet it brings with it condensed feelings and emotions. Weaknesses are strengths, strengths are weaknesses that all changed in character from minute to minute to be able to live and give personal support. The challenge has been in allowing ownership of feelings and emotions to be resolved within the owners realm and not to disempower but to support self-empowerment from resolving feelings and emotions. This is where I am at this time how ever it will change as the prognosis does. Love to you all ... View more

It’s all changed in a few words from the doctor, My loving wife is telling me to find someone else as she doesn’t want me around, finding fault with anything I do. I realize that she wants to separate so as to make it easy for me, and if she doesn’t have anything to live for it will be easier to face the end, however I can see that for me things haven’t changed that much as we have never known when death would come or how, now we know how it might come for her. After all it is about her so do I allow her to keep driving a wedge between us without me pulling them out and repairing our relationship so she will be content and happy, or do I keep holding on to her and just keep saying to myself I am as I love her entirety. It’s only been two weeks and from what I have been reading tonight I realize how complex everyone’s life has become due to relationships becoming transparent as my own. A mess of feelings and emotions from both of us that have no logical reason, yet we still seem to hang in there. Is this normal? it makes since to me, does it make since to you? ... View more