Hi @Emma9, how are you doing this week?
Sorry to read what you've been going through, did you come to any decisions about the CT scan?
Everyone is entitled to a second opinion, so I would certainly encourage you to seek that if you are feeling worried in any way, shape or form. If you are finding you can't voice/get your medical team to understand how you're feeling, do you have a family member or friend who could advocate on your behalf perhaps? Another thing you could perhaps do would be to write down everything you are concerned about and take that with you to the next appointment, so you can refer to it.
Here's a great podcast that you may like to listen to around managing fear in relation to cancer. There's also another on making treatment decisions that may be of interest.
Sending love
-Kate
Cancer Council Online Community Manager
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