Hi  My mum passed away about 4 yrs ago from breast cancer. She didn't tell anyone about it so by the time we found out we only had a couple of months with her. It still hurts to think about everything she went through alone. The doctors said she was taking panadol to manage the pain when she was supposed to be on morphine. I can't believe I.missed all the signs of her illness I guess I'm writing now because I just need to talk to someone.. I feel that my friends and family have moved past it but I still have times every week when I remember moments of her illness and passing ...such as when she forgot what a rose was when the cancer spread to her brain...yellow roses were her favourite  Every time this happens I just have to keep smiling and continuing on at work and at home or when we're out with friends  It's really hard and I feel like I'm living 2 different lives.. One that is continuing as normal and one that is in pain    ... View more