I know how you feel, im in the same pos, I feel ok too but told im not going to live long, Im going to take each day as it comes, I live alone so when I go I can be found and they can do what they want with me, until that dycomes for you too try not to worry about it, what will be will be so live while you can and dont think about it, I know its hard but keep busy if you can and cary on like normal, enjoy yourself now See you in the place we all will be going soon, hope its as good as I want it to be 🙂  Wayne1 ... View more

Hi just sighned in myself and im much shame as you, ive small cell and finished the chemo and radiotheripy and they wanted to do my head too, I have declined it, could be a bad move I dont know but after what it did to my lungs I cant stop thinking what it would do to my brain, and to be honest when I die of this I dont want to go by suffercation if you know what I meen? if youve had yours done by now ide be really interestd to hear how it went ... View more