Hi I recently lost my father in January to cancer which he fought for 4 and a bit years. We were very close I was the boy he never had but I’m finding it hard not to cry every time I think about him or have the flash back of him laying in bed at the paltive care unit. I was there through it all drove him to all appointments as my Mum doesn’t drive. I have only been back to his grave twice as it hurts to much. when does it stop hurting so much and when will the crying stop? ... View more