I just lost the whole story I posted. I wanted to do this journey alone and I have. Yet as time is running out and I'm nearly 2 years past my expiration date... the memory loss to where I'm incapacitated yet still I refuse to let anyone watch... Plus I sure don't want to feel guilt for the pain I see in others eyes over my death. It is mine after all.
Lately I've changed tremendously. There is no one I want to share this with except someone else on their way out. It'd be unethical to let anyone new in and the day I got my hopeless diagnosis I told everyone to FO.
Yet this song.... I never married, never had kids...so there's no one to be the one, this is an acoustic version of a pretty new song. So I share it with any of you that read this. I'm 48 now. I just hope there's more. For a time I finally believed without doubt yet somehow my faith dissipated. I guess I am becoming really afraid when I thought i had acceptance. At monents i feel terror now like i have never known.
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Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.