I just lost the whole story I posted.   I wanted to do this journey alone and I have.  Yet as time is running out and I'm nearly 2 years past my expiration date... the memory loss to where I'm incapacitated yet still I refuse to let anyone watch... Plus I sure don't want to feel guilt for the pain I see in others eyes over my death.  It is mine after all.     Lately I've changed tremendously.  There is no one I want to share this with except someone else on their way out.  It'd be unethical to let anyone new in and the day I got my hopeless diagnosis I told everyone to FO.     Yet this song.... I never married, never had kids...so there's no one to be the one,  this is an acoustic version of a pretty new song.  So I share it with any of you that read this.  I'm 48 now.  I just hope there's more.  For a time I finally believed without doubt yet somehow my faith dissipated.  I guess I am becoming really afraid when I thought i had acceptance.  At monents i feel terror now like i have never known.     Theresa ... View more