Hi, how are you?  Felt really worried about you as you seem like you are really struggling with the fear of cancer,  you were amazing how you could write it all down. Very impressive.  Lots of thoughts that we all feel but don’t have your courage, so thank you.     Hope you gage have received all the medical information that you need that will give you strength.  Biggest advice........  breathe,    Inhale......exhale........ 10 times.....   Please take care, xxxxxxxxxx ... View more

@ZOL  thank you for your reply , i think thats the best thing to i keep checking myself as i do have quite a few moles and my local dr is very understanding and is always happy to check for me ..its easy for my mind to wonder as i think knowing the ridiculous time i did in the sun prior to my diagnosis really scares me to think the severity of it and how at risk we are in general than i pretty much abused the sun being naive "wont be me" concerns me  and hits a guilty spot but i have to have faith i have had the most appropriate care ...i will be sure to check it out thank you ! ... View more