HI Tenforever   Its Ok to not be ok when you have the strength and power and wisdom to reach out and say I’m not ok I  got  S1 esophageal cancer in 2012 radiation and chemo then huge opp lost 40 kgs made it through 7 years then got  esophageal cancer S4  had radiation therapy and chemo  that’s all they can offer this time round with 20% survival in 5 years if I’m lucky Yes I have been very similar places as you I have cried felt sorry for myself felt lost regret felt depressed felt isolated  felt fear but also joy compassion optimism  hope and love and prayers from so many family and friends we  don’t often know where our  journey will take us how we will cope but I DO know we must often fight with all out might and passion  set goals kick goals even small ones and NEVER give up  Take each and every day 1 day at a time and You WILL come through this I’m SURE of that stay strong be strong stay focused  Tell those around you that care for you and love and support you how much they mean to you show love and accept love as YOU have so much to offer to so many and ALWAYS remember you are appreciated cherished adored respected and held in high esteem by many Dwell on the positives reject the negatives and YOU will achieve MUCH I’m SURE of that and rich blessings on your journey as you have SO Much To Offer Kind Regards 🆗       ... View more