Hi Lillypad, So what did you make for dessert? I guess, the fact that you found the energy to make dessert would seem like a good thing. Now you've made me think of a nice chocolate mousse. Hmm. I think I might try making one this weekend.   If you've come off the antidepressants and you're not feeling right, please make sure that you let your doctor know, even if it's just so they can monitor you for any effects.   It sounds to me like you're in shock and still processing these events. I think that after everything you've been through, I think that this would be normal. The accumulative effect builds up.   Make sure you keep in touch.   -s   ... View more