Thanks @Anonymous for asking. My dad is stable now and taking pills everyday to keep his blood cells numbers down. We do need to visit doctors regularly but seems it is not as worse as we thought it would be. And we think every single day is a God’s gift and will be very grateful to wake up in the morning that we have gain another day again and again...So just let it be, and sometimes when you forget you are sick you may actually get rid of it. ... View more

I agree that it is a matter of balance - should obtain an amount of information that you feel that can reduce your pressure yet not become too overwhelmed.   I work for a biotech company but when it comes to deal with my dad's illness I feel like there is so much yet so little that I can help. What I meant is,  even if I do have connections, the chances are like gambling to see if we can happen to have the "just about right medication" for him, and also to deal with all the depressed feelings within my family, a feeling of guilt can hardly go away.  He's under 60s years old and I am still very young that I haven't got a boyfriend yet, I mean, he could've enjoy a family joy instead of dealing all these sadness.   I guess a way to deal with is to let the emotion flows, just accept it instead of thinking why life is been so unfair to me, and be grateful, to see that everyday as god's gift. Read some books, and it can heal. ... View more