Fought hard for two years advanced stage 4 renal cell carcinoma. I’ve found a home for my two cats I’m devastated I’ll be leaving them as they stood by me the last two years my question is... do I wait and die horribly or just eat a handful of pills. I don’t want anyone to find me dead and rotted but I know what comes next. My cancer is now moving up my spine into my brain and I’m terrified of how bad and how painful it’s gonna get ive tried everything diet weird herbal stuff unfortunately it slowed the cancer but in the end looks like I lose.
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