Hi Peter, I'm sorry to hear about your situation. For context, I've lost many family members to cancer, had cancer myself and I was involved in a serious auto vehicle accident that took me a lot closer to death than my cancer, and I certainly was not expected to recover from that one either. It was a protracted painful recovery with very little hope of a good outcome.   Before that accident, I was certain that I would choose to die over losing any of my quality of life (I was in my 20's). But in the aftermath of the accident and spending time with people worse off than I was, I learnt I had to change my expectations of what a good recovery was or what I considered quality of life. I learnt to love and appreciate different aspects of my life, my family and loved ones, and who I was.   Now, I'm not trying to suggest one thing or another to you, just give a slightly different perspective to this. The line, no doubt, is different for everyone and it's a very complicated subject. But that line can change given our perspective and expectations.   I wish you well Peter. -s ... View more