My tumour as of 3 months ago was 4.6cm im assuming stage 1? The specialist did say it was a slow growing one so I'm hoping it's extra slow hehehehe You definitely are right, progress has been made and at least they asked me to call them back in two weeks I felt kinda relieved yesterday when they said this to me, felt like I got somewhere you know 🙂 As for symptoms, it's kin of hard to pin point the symptoms? Not sure if it's just me or if it's the symptoms of this cancer? My mental state is bad, I thought I had a grip on things but I don't, I actually spoke to my wife today for the 1st time about my feelings and what I'm thinking and going through, my wife has been waiting for me to open up she said but I never did instead as bad as this sounds I started to drink more alcohol (beer) my wife said to me that she saw the change in me and the drinking and she would always tell me to stop drinking because of the cancer but John thought he knew better and continued, i was drinking because I wanted to forget everything I wanted peace within my head from the constant thinking ,what ifs scenarios. I'm sorry if I'm saying to much but feels good to just get it out there, its getting harder to go to work now but I think that's due to my mental state atm where I just want to be with my wife and daughter
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