This is just a little story or statement i guess you could say of my experience with having 'c'....the word doesnt scare me its the whole reminding me all the time bit.hehe
You know life and or illness got me down and gave me a big kick in the bum and to be honest there is not much i can do about that but just try to deal with it in my own way.It can be easy to become so fixated on one particular aspect of my life such as having the 'c' that i forgot to realize that i was missing out on the life thats passing me by.Living in the moment im sure comes to many people in a similiar position as myself and honestly in a funny way its like being giving a gift of life even though the body is saying otherwise.Sure i am in pain,they are pumping me full of god knows what drugs and telling me im incurable and dont know what the outcome/time limit on my life is but stuff it!i dont walk out of the hospital anymore worrying about it all.The universe will do what it does and moments will come and go,i cant live in the past and i certainly CANNOT predict the future so why not live in the moment and try and find the positive in any situation or thing even if it is a bad one..after all its better to have a smile on my face then a frown.:) 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 :)
dan
