Next week i am due to have my first scan after finishing treatment. I have been feeling good and was hopeful for a good outcome from the scan. I have been tired but that is due to not sleeping properly and also being a lot busier with life in general. Until yesterday!! I woke up and my left shoulder was very painful and left arm quite painful also. Today i ended up at emergency because it was worse and they did an xray which apparently shows a lump that they cant explain. So next week the stakes are a little higher when i have this scan done. Now here cmes the hard part in trying not to stress too much. I hate stressing about something that might not happen and yet i need to be mindful about what might be. Feeling a tad of nothing at the moment which is good, just hope i can maintain that.
