Well its our wedding in 3 weeks... And of course my beloved husband to be's back is out.. He strained it and is constant agony. Today we had our menu tasting and it wasnt a happy affair.. He complained that i didnt do a good job in choosing our wedding menu and was snappy and moaning in pain.. I see other couples there all happy going about planning their wedding, yet i dont feel happy at all :(. I guess it might be the lack of sleep, the stress of the wedding and of course this fkn cancer! Im so tired of seeing him in pain, and i feel dreadful when i want it to be over asap...
I have my days wen im ok, but when we are around eachother a lot i get quite adgitated. I find wen im without him i miss him but feel calm and relieved... That makes me feel like im a bad person 😞
Sorry for the whinge.. Ive dreamed of my wedding for years, never dreamed id b planning it knowing my new hubby wont b around for a long time after..
Lifeis so unfair!
Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.