Last night my fiance admitted to me that hes scared of dying in hospital... It just broke my hear into a million pie es... I broke down and cried.. It seemed to real.. I said i was scared to of being alone and that i wouldnt cope without him.. Im so frightend of the end, how will i cope when he passes etc? We dont have our own place and i so desperatly want to rent so we can be together properly but he says we cant afford i... Is there any career benefits i can get once wer married? I just feel like this is all getting to real and im starting to really think il never be "normal" again...
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