hi all
my boyfriend of one year has been diagnosed with bowel cancer stage 4. Aggressive type. He has spots on his liver and lungs. The docs have told him to have chemo then radiation then surgery. I just dont know what to feel my emotions are so up and down. One day im positive and in high spirits the next day i just want to curl up in bed and cry all day... He gets grumpy when i try to talk to him about the way he's feeling or ask him questions about treatment. He's only 22 so i know he's feeling scared of his brains. I feel like our relationship has changed.. he met up with his ex gf's family to tell them and honestly i felt so hurt he did but at the same time i understand why. Im scared for my future.. i dont know what to do anymore. 😞
