so i know ive posted so many blogs about people not caring anymore.. but i feel really down about it. I cant believe the amount of peopel that no longer care about me or my partner.. people that just dont bother asking how i am and people that no longer call him. Its our wedding in 6 weeks and some people havent even botherd to RSVP! im so tired of this cancer roller coaster.. i know theres still a lot of heartbreak ahead i just want to get off it! its so draining, some days i just want to stay in bed all day reading.. i have no energy anymore and even though i have bouts of happiness its not constant anymore 😞 im so over it all!
