we haven’t heard from you so I just wanted to see how you are doing and of course your husband. Are the nurses still coming to your house? Well again I just wanted to check in with you and send you a hug.
I’m so sorry you are going thru all this. I didn’t know you were moving? I thought you were with your father in-law. I live in Mass and here they give you the option. My sister in-law passed away from lung and brain cancer when she was 55, 2014. They kept asking us about hospice.( which is were critical pts go in their final days, or who need lots of care) anyways it wasn’t until she got really bad at the end that my mother in-law and sister in-law, couldn’t bare it anymore. So they finally said yes to hospice on the 30th of August, she was admitted at 5:00 p.m and at 2:05 a.m I awoke with a weird feeling and got up to look at all the kids. I checked on them and as I was heading back to my bedroom, I looked at the clock it was 2:12 a.m. I was walking by my kitchen island and the cordless phone was right there and started ringing. Of course it is never good news at that time. So I answered and got the news that my sister in-law passed away. 9 hours later. Honestly she never woke up once there and the face her morphine right in her port...she finally looked comfortable and at ease. Instead of pain. The priest came in and like I said not even 9 hours later she passed. My heart goes out to you. Know your options and if you decide it’s getting to much, then only you will know...sending you a great big Hug, you are amazing!!! Your husband knows how lucky he got with having you by his side. Xoxo
Due to my father-in-law living on his own on one side of outer town and us on the other side ( approx 30 to 40minute drive between the houses) we made decision end of last year to move in with my father-in-laws approx Easter this year. Due to my husband almost dying in early January due to severe cellulitis and 2 other infections we made decision to start to move in January. My father-in-law in law is almost 90 and has obvious signs of Dementia. His house is in small quiet court with neighbors that have lived here for years and help each other but also keep to themselves unless needed. Due to coronavirus and caring for both my husband and his dad I have hardly left the house for 10 weeks now.
within myself I feel fairly calm and am starting to get reasonable sleep, even if that is on the couch in the lounge at the moment to be near my husband in case her rouses or gets agitated. I have small number of friends and relatives who are supporting me as much as possible. First attempt back at work, which was actually working from home, was Tuesday which lasted for the morning before my husband needed me but it showed me that I am ready to go back to work when things here quieten down.
there is only my father-in-law and myself to care full time for my husband. My sister-in-law lives about 90 minute drive away but has her own mental health issues. My husbands youngest son and family lives in different state but have hardly ever contacted us since the diagnosis . My husbands eldest son lives approx 3 hrs drive away, comes here everyday he can and would do anything for his dad and me.
wow, you have your plate full. Your step son sounds very nice. ( the one that comes every chance he can, and would do anything for you or his dad). So are you taking care of his dad also? Boy have you earned your wings my friend. Such a big heart. I’m thinking of you and your husband daily. ❤️
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