Meta kidney in lungs, starting immunotherapy

[Mohanimus]

It's nothing but robots and people typing shit into "expert" systems. No one cares. I want to die

[Mohanimus]

It's tears and pain and anxiety.

There was a time like a WHOLE week ago when I thought I might die in peace. Now I realise I'm gonna die in pain trapped in a rotting coffin of a body that is nothing but suffering.

I am screaming and beating my head against the walls.

I want out I want something anything even nothing but a void else.

I wish someone would hear me. I wish someone would help.

[Susana_CCNSW]

Hi Mohanimus,

It is evident you are very distressed right now and looking for some help/support . I am so sorry you are facing this alone at this difficult time.

Just wondering if there is anyone near you that could provide some help, or perhas you could call an ambulance for pain management and to support your medical needs?

You can also call 13 11 14, this is the number for Lifeline, to access crisis and emotional support that is available 24/7 when needed.

I know it is not easy but please try to keep calm and stay strong.

Best wishes

Susana

Cancer Council

Online Community

[Mohanimus]

I've been strong for my parents who are going to outlive both of their children. I've been strong for my partner who'll be widowed in her 40s. I have nothing left for me.

[y3boyz4me]

I was recently diagnosed with renal cell carcinoma. I battled breast cancer in 2020 and won that battle. I'm not so sure about this battle though ... Much more anxiety this time. I'm having surgery October 6 to remove my kidney.

Please relax and let others do what they can for you. You need your strength to battle this ugly monster. 

I wish you the best. You, and everyone else battling this horrible disease are in my prayers.

Christine