Hi Carvapa, I have recently been diagnosed and am still awaiting surgery, however I've battled depression now for 16 years. If you would like to chat please feel free to message me if you like. Otherwise I suggest going to your doctor if you have a good one and tell them how you feel, they should be able to refer you to a counselor. Beyondblue is good as well, look them up and see if there's anything on their website that refers to how you're feeling.