I hope it turns out to be NOT LUNG CANCER . As you say you're ex-smoker,although having given up 30 years before ,the fear never really goes away . I would think you are no more at risk than anyone who has never smoked . My non-medical opinion only . ... View more

It must be especially hard on your son,old enough to know what's happening but still a boy. You know you're not inadequate ,I hope ,even if you feel that way temporarily . ... View more

I can only imagine the stress you are going through . Even without cancer around ,many find wedding planning stressful . All you can do is to do your best and hope for the best . Your fiance must be having a variety of emotions too, on top of the pain . I hope you both enjoy the special day in 3 weeks time and that you'll look back and think that all went well on the day . ... View more

Sorry ,Maddie and Netty , that you are both going through a bad time . ... View more

I hope your November scan reveals a good outcome ,Ruby . ... View more

Good news ,Kasianne . Looks like all is going well . ... View more

You seem to have good support in your life . I think working will help fill the void and exercise can help in many ways . You seem to be doing the right things for yourself . ... View more

I wish to say how sorry I am that you,your husband and your children are going through this .It must be extremely frightening ,not knowing the future . I hope the radiation is successful and that your lives will be less stressful so you can enjoy your children and they won't have to suffer any effects of the emotional upheaval . Your husband's anger may come from fear ,frustration and sadness. ... View more

My thoughts are also with you ,Geoff . ... View more

It is understandable and normal that you are crying . As well as losing your husband you will have a lot of pent-up emotion from living through the illness. ... View more