Thankyou all for your comments,
today was hard, my brother & myself made the funeral arrangements, Mum was not emotionally stabel enough to do this, we are going to give dad a beautiful send off. During the day when I was struggling (frequently) I would close my eyes & ask my darling dad to give me strength, I miss him so much, I cannot get my head around the fact that I won't see him again. I am grateful that I had the chance to be there with dad at the end, to see him sleep comfortable without pain & struggle brought me comfort. I know dad will be around us all until the time comes for us to be together again.
Thankyou all so much for being there & listening to me,
this is a wonderful site, you are all AMAZING people.
Sending you all my heartfelt thanks
Alison xxx
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