Hey Phil, Totally understand the lack of motivation, I feel like I’m forgetting very basic stuff, and I’m usually the master Organiser, triple juggler of the household. I’m trying to remember simple things like responding to texts, what medications I’ve taken etc. My bro who is also final yr Med student said that the meds impact, but more obviously is stress and lack of sleep- and to try to keep your list small. Mine is 3 things now. Get out of bed. Eat. Respond to messages. Everything else is gravy. So I’m passing that sage advice on. Not sure if it’s helpful or not. You can tell me to blow it out my ass. With the tablets- I have an idea that we used for my son cause he hates tablets too. do you eat protein balls or truffles? They can be made with pretty much anything in them. I wonder if you either buy or get a batch made and then push those tablets into them, take a massive swig of something to push them down- OR- is there a liquid version of the meds? Claxane injections are evil. I just don’t understand how anyone in their right mind could think ooh good idea! ‘oh this person is being sent home post operatively rattling with meds, in pain so let’s add self administering injections to the mix’ it’s crazy. I’ve done two- I loathe it, but the alternative of not doing it is grimmer so it’s gotta be done. Omg food- I cant eat either and I love everything to do with food, cooking, growing etc. I reckon I’m eating about 1/4 of my usual intake. It’s worrying but I’m not sure what to do... also, I could lose a few pounds so maybe it’s okay- I just don’t know. I hope today is a is a bit better than yesterday and you’re getting some good moments in between the crappy aspects. Let me know, cheers Claire
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