Thanks Julie for your kind words. Yes it is overwhelming and a sense of homelessness comes over me every now and then. I don't think I can cry any more and trying to look for positives in my life. I guess the best thing is I  still wake up each day and have to take full advantage of that. I have started a bucket list which has helped and gives me something to look forward to. Apart from that chemo starts on Wednesday so hopefully my body will accept this and do its best to destroy the cancer. Anyway justvwanted to say thanks for your message and  keep strong you got this  💪  ... View more

Hello Troyc76,   Thank you for reaching out to the online forum and for sharing so openly. I am sorry you are going through this. What you have described is an enormous amount to take in, and it makes complete sense that you feel numb and in shock and many people reading your post will relate to it. It is clear how much love there is between you and your wife, and how deeply you care about her.   Please know that you do not have to navigate those experiences alone now. You can call the Cancer Council on 13 11 20 and speak to one of our health professionals to talk about the range of services available to support you.     Take Care and warm regards, Adriana ... View more