Hi Lorraine
So sorry to hear things are getting worse for you I think of you often and was wondering when you will next be down in Perth if I could come meet up with you. The black motions is definitely old blood which can be from an ulcer normally higher up in the intestine. God GMB is bad enough without any other cancer coming into the picture. How is he holding up with all the changes that are happening or is he not aware of the accidents etc.
I was talking to my sister the other day and she turned around to me and said I feel for you, you have been in hell for nearly a year Rich had his seizure August last year. I sat there for a bit and said that I also thought I had been in hell for a long time but the longer this is going on the more I am realising I haven't even seen hell yet. I can so understand the panic you must be feeling cause I feel it and in all honesty Richard is doing great and apart from sleeping more etc he is brilliant. Lorraine just remember to take everything one day at a time and when that gets to hard one hour a time. I hope with the Doc returing tomorrow you get some help and direction as to what is happening.
Am so glad you have been in contact with Carolien I think until someone has been through what we are all going through no one can totally understand and she has been there and has found the resources to share which are specific to GMB it is soo good to have the support amongst us, please know if there is anything I can do to help you jusst have to ask. I haven't been on the site for ages I am in my last year at uni and have just had a month of full time prac plus I have had my job so basically have been working 6/7 days a week. Last week I decided I need to get my life in order and I need to take control of the things I can control what a mistake that was I went on a decluttering mission which turned out to be a very emotional journey and has left me empty, which is a feeling which is beginning to feel normal to me. (Sorry am rambling)
Rich has another MRI on Frid but we only see oncologist on 16th for the results. Let me know what the Doc advises etc and if you do have to come down this way please let me know.
Thoughts and prayers are with you both, speak soon Luv Kim xoxo
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