Hi abchari, I'm so sorry you're going through this. One of the very common themes on this site is that it's the not knowing that's really scary. Once you know exactly what's going on, you also know what is not going on, and that can seem easier to cope with than trying to cope with different potential situations at once. You seem to be coping the best way possible- just taking one day at a time (that's the only way you can do it really, isn't it?) I'm glad you found this forum, it's a great place to come to connect with people who have been where you are, and ask/vent/encourage/celebrate/scream/whatever. Just keeping taking one day, or even one minute, at a time, and know we're all here cheering you and your Dad on. Sending a virtual hug, Emily
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