My partner just causally mention he felt the the lump he has on one of this testicular may be getting bigger. He has had this lump for almost 10 years now which he has checked the first time he found it.    He has been very reluctant to talk about it. He refused to talk about going to the doctors and the more I push him to do so , the angrier he gets. I know that he has to do this in his own time.    I feel so so angry when he refused to talk about it. He shuts me out whenever I try to bring up the topic of going to the doctor.    I fear the worst. It’s just the person I am. But I know we need medical advice. Right now , I am just feeling like I’m in a bad dream and can’t wake up .....   I try googling for answers. I try to look for similar cases, old testicular lump growing etc etc. In the end. I just scare myself into tears.    This is the worst feeling. Waiting for him to come to his senses. Waiting for him to realise that the best thing for him is to seek medical advice. I just want him to be healthy and I hope it’s not too late when he seeks help.  ... View more