Hi Toni,  It’s understandable that you’re in a mess as it’s a lot to take in.    Education is good.  Try to read as much info as you can, but, remember that everything you read isn’t necessarily going to happen to your husband.     Take one day at a time, live your life to the fullest, and don’t necessarily believe that your husband only has few more years.  Survival depends an awful lot on the individual.    Take care of yourself!  That’s one of the most important things to remember.    All the the best to you & your husband.  Budgie ... View more