Hi Ellad My thoughts are with you. You had such a lot to cope with at such a young age. We can only stay strong for so long to the outside world until it all becomes too much... People told me how strong I was and I'm actually struggling. I am having anxiety issues since Gorans death. I too am about to see a psychologist and have just started meditation classes. If it wasnt for my beautiful daughter I dont think that I would still want to be here. I wish the best for you. I hope that we will both get the help that we need. Good luck     ... View more