Hey Colin, I proof read you latest post...no errors spotted! The ole cath' in the lung hopefully will make you more comfortable. The fight continues in the battle, what round is it? Who knows, easy to lose track of. Hey Linda, you have fought your own battles and are winning many rounds. It's obvious your mission in this world is not done. Many victims on this site surely appreciate your heartfelt contributions. Bless you. As for me, I continue to research and modify my diet to help my body deal with this crap. Hibiscus tea, licorice root,red grapes, turmeric, on and on the list goes. It is actually helping qite a bit. My latest self treatment will be spearmint oil in the navel. Ya'll laughing I can tell. The sensible reason being, the navel is the first item formed as life is created. And so every atery, blood vessel etc. pass through, under, over, around...who knows, it's worth a try to see if the ole belly button is a pathway for healing. Signing off for now, Stay Strong....Steve. ... View more

I want your book! Hell, I'll even buy it from ya!  ... View more

This site is definitely a good place to start. ... View more

Hi Linda, doing ok, I think. Symptoms increasing. Dealing with multiple Drs. can be a challenge while they play golf on 3 day weekend stints. I also realize they must have  incredibly stressful schedules, emotionally and physically. I don't know. Doing everything I can to slow this thing down and patiently waiting for some real treatment to begin. At this point I'm electing for hormonal treatment to shrink tumors in the prostate followed by 25 straight days of radiation therapy. With weekends off of course. Researching and making adjustments to diet seems to help, but can only do so much. It just seems the actions needed to kill these tumors is taking way too long. "C'mon docs, let get started." seems to be the phrase that enters my mind the most. At first I was told I'm 'past' the surgical option by the urologist. Then after talking with oncologist, surgery is still an option. With more delay time waiting for MRI's and referrals, appointments etc. So the hormone shot seems to be the quickest way to slow this crap down. I reside just north of the capitol of California. The concern for Colin is constant. His strenght must be waning. Mentally and physically, a very exhausting stage. Be well. Steve. ... View more

A pint it shall be then, clinking in the air with splashing of the spirits raised high. In other words, cheers to you also. ... View more

So there's this dude I've been chatting with online. He's on the other side of the planet. 'Down under' they say. He seems pretty cool. Unfortunately, I'll never get to meet him in this plane unless some sort of higher power steps in. Because he is dealing with some crazy messed up disease shit. His story is probably being record kept on some sort of 'web cloud'. The privelege I feel for him to allow is good. At the same time it's somewhat strange to read the last page of a book before reading the book. I have always relied on the basic who, what, where, when, why and how in order to gain a basic understanding of a person, place or thing. I don't know a whole lot about this person...wish I did. Maybe on the next level. Chaos of the mind being released 3rd person style, hoping you have a good day mate. Steve. ... View more

'Catching' it somewhat early gives you lots of options and time. Examine your diet and eliminate foods that cause testosterone to rise. Focus on foods that lower testerone levels. This will slow the growth. Hibiscus tea and turmeric have helped me quite a bit. Me, late on consistant testing, currently stage 3, psa 102, biopsy done, gleason 9, getting prepared for hormone treatment and radiation. Wish you well. Research and educate as much as you can. ... View more

Hi Linda, thank you and ditto. 'Passing' seems to be for some, a blessing in diguise. The pain and suffering has ended. It's a hell of a journey. Somewhat related to good versus evil. As promised, good will always triumph.I've heard and seen some photographic proof that the moments when the spirit/soul depart, whomever is there should look up and might see a faint ascending of a loved one with wings. Even with the mourning process or the scattering of ashes, their spirit may appear. Most of the time folks tend to bow their head in sorrow, whereas I hope people look up when my time comes. Oh the rewards that wait must be unimagineable. Time spent worrying and wondering, the memories of pain and suffering will be washed away. This is when we shall know true peace. We do not know the day or the hour, but it will happen. I get lost in my thoughts sometimes and also appreciate sites like these to express or maybe even help others in some way. Thanks again Linda. Continue to be well. And Colin, as always, I wish you well. Steve. ... View more

Thank you Linda, The thoughts that enter my mind are the fact that no matter how hard you fight death, in the end, we all lose. Thank God for salvation. And Colin, the depart note will be forever cherished by those who recieve them. Personally, I would be in tears either writing them and/or receiving them. Your experiences now, I am familiar with. For when my 33 y.o. sister passed from the same cancer you have, she would be talking to someone in a low somewhat muffled voice. (she got very weak). From what we could surmise, it was my Dad who had already passed. He was very fond of her and was waiting for her. He was going to be there to help her when she was ready. You Colin are obviously loved by those spirits on the other side. My heart breaks for your wife and family and friends. God willing, you will be able to watch over them from above. It's a privilege to chat with you my friend. You still have alot to give. Your smile, touch and hugs for those who are dear to you are so very important. This is where your strength is still pertinent. Sincerely, Steve ... View more

Hi Linda, Colin, Great news Linda! Colin and I should collaborate on a book of some sort? I'm certain I have passed my 9 lives limit...near drownings, out of body experiences, close calls with truck driving job, a 'widow maker' event 3 years ago and now cancer. I know what you mean about the sense of urgency. The one day at a time phrase helps only when we're caught up on life. When family is involved, you want to make sure they're taken care of. Colin, you have mentioned family also. I have a feeling they weigh heavily on your mind. Bless you both! fight, fight, fight. Sincerely, Steve from Cali.   ... View more