I keep having dreams about my husband... husband... sounds weird when i say it because he is no longer... yet was only mine for a month... in my dreams he is talking and acting so normal, yet i know he isnt supposed to be there... i miss him so much it hurts. I feel like he was just supposed to go away for a little bit and come back.. is this normal? I sit here in disbelief at times and think 'did i just get through that?'....
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Hi Maddie, He may only have been a husband for a month but he was in your life for a lot longer than that & always will be. You will miss him as he is part of your heart but eventually time will dull the pain. My husband has been gone 16 months now & there are still times when my heart aches but I mostly think of all the good times & remember all the love we had for each other. You've been so brave, stay strong! Hugs & kisses to you.
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Hi Maddie, As time goes by I visit this site less & less but I still remember a lot of the people that were blogging at the time of my husbands illness. Some have passed away & it's sad to know this cursed disease is still taking its toll. My thoughts are with you.
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