Friday the 13th...I hade my operation today, to remove the "pea" from my breast.It took whole day in a Hospital...Everything went well. I'm home now, and finally feeling again.Last 4 weeks been like an AUTOPILOT for me. Going to one doctor or Specialist to another, I did not realise at how highly strung I been, I thought I was doing OK, taking one day at time.Not at all....Now I'm home, safely home, feeling secure...And my tears are running like a river, It feels at I can rest now,all that stress been eating me, making me extremely tense and I been cold, superhuman, active,,, and all my feelings been in a back burner. It's like at my mind, body been taken over for a while, just like an automatic pilot.So, now I cry a big time...It's over,, there wasnt any tenticles under my cyst, it was a cyst.Even at it's gone to lab, for diagnosis..I just say at I had a drive in a rollercoaster for a while..Sorry, If I blubber like this, but I need to share it... Thank you for lisstening..