Hi @Ali108 , Oh I'm sorry, you HAVE been through a lot and facing a lot too, must be very hard for you. I hope someone else comes along with advice about bowel removal as I haven't had to have this done but do know of others who have a colostomy bag and seem fine with it. I can imagine it would take a while to get the hang of it though. I had to have my right kidney & ureter & bladder cusp removed due to cancer, but it wasn't too bad at all. I must admit the chemo wasn't nice though and has left me quite shattered, but it hasn't been that long since stopping, so I intend to get my strength and brain fog cleared. I know you need to decide, but having it all done I feel you'd get used to it after a while and at least give yourself a longer life, and you sound like the sort of person who would get back into enjoying life again pretty quickly. But it's up to you of course. Think positive, it's amazing what they can do now, but reach out here, as we all understand as we are also fighting cancers of some kind. Wishing you strength and sending you a cuddle, Cindi xx
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