Hi Darlene2020, I'm very sorry to hear about your situation. From your description of your relationship with your husband, this sounds like abuse. You don't need to put up with this. Discuss the situation at the hospital and they should be able to assist you with finding some help. The hospital should have a social worker that you can talk to and provide assistance. As difficult as this all feels right now, I think there is a way out of this situation (the cancer and personal situation). Now matter how difficult everything can feel and how impossible a way out might feel, you just need to concentrate on finding the way out. Try to find small things to find pleasure in. That might just be sitting in the sunshine. But please seek help. Be it from a hospital social worker or a charity. But just remember that you can do this. I believe in you. -s
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