Hi AprilMay, It is very natural to be scared upon hearing that you have cancer. I have lived with cancer for almost 3 years and there have been plenty of times I have been scared not only of the cancer but of tests. procedures, awaiting test results. When you are first diagnosed with cancer, it is all so new so ask plenty of questions to your medical team as this will help make treatment, etc. less scary. I found that even though treatments can be uncomfortable, I got some peace in knowing I was fighting the cancer, hence doing something positive. There will be times when you will be down, that is natural, just try to rest. If it helps to talk, talk. If you need silence, that is good too. Best wishes to you, CiennaR
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