if your confused imagin how i am feeling i have just spent 2 years convincing my family doctor that i have cancer and there is a history of it but some how he thought i was making it up i do want treatment but i have to be careful as im allergic to penicillin ... View more

hi julie at the time of this message i was yet to see my dr however he walked by me and saw me mumbling stuff and trying to think and then went by his delayed time s and m things went from there I think hes scared im going to pull him up everytime i walk in the door ... View more

well just th reevaluation is an acheivement but because of my disability I was enied medical care ... View more

Hi Ellie, I cry whenever people are kind to me too. It is quite frustrating sometimes when I want to have a sensible conversation but the other person says something nice & I start to cry instead. I still get a surprise sometimes when I see a cancer pamphlet or medicine lying on my couch - why do I have that? it's for cancer patients, not for me! Oh yeah, I am a cancer patient. I have been thinking about how strange it will be after my treatment is all over and life will just continue on. I am obviously looking forward to that but it seems a little overwhelming as well - I guess that's the stage you're at now. I hope everything goes ok with your arm & prosthesis. Allicat ... View more

yes I do need to be careful but if the cancer specialist said this isnt normal when i show him the images on my camera then ill no the surgeon was discriminating and trying to cover his own back ... View more

hi im still on anti depressants because dr was away ... View more

sailor when this post was written i was being checked for breast cancer and heavily engaged in a medical malpractice suit against the ultrasound people who mis diagnosed me . I have now got a little treatment and a good doctor and i intend to keep him ... View more