Ohh Destiny I am so so sorry to hear. I am new to this site too. I am going through something very simular, my mum to has lung cancer for the 3rd time and she only has 12 months to live we have just been told. I know and feel the pain you are going through.
One thing I do know, is doctors are not always right and there is always hope. With my mums prognosis I am trying so hard to be positive and we are trying a new therapy called the Gerson Therapy. I am trying to find more info from people that practice here and as soon as I know more I will let you know.
I understand how you want to run and hide, I feel the same. Its so hard to think that the most important person to me is dying. I cant believe it. I think you need to give your self time away, your not being selfish your giving yourself time. I do know though you have to face it at some stage. I am trying to also.
Please look after yourself, you need to be strong for your mum.
I am here if you need to chat
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