Well now it is happening and i feel like I should not be here right now, writing this I mean, but I am and it is real. There, I have said it and I feel better, I think.
My 14 year old boy will not talk to me about this and I completely understand, he is a loving and caring son as usual but will not talk about the cancer. My 12 year old is coping well, or is he. I feel so blessed that my boys give hugs and kisses as usual and are making life seem so normal.
I have no husband as he walked when the boys were babies, never went looking for anyone and do not have a partner. It has always been just the three of us. I will not leave my boys and will fight to stay whatever is thrown at me.
I know one thing for sure and we all have the same goal, we will survive.
Cancer Council NSW would like to acknowledge the traditional custodians of the land on which we live and work.We would also like to pay respect to elders past and present and extend that respect to all other Aboriginal people.