hey there i know exactly how ur partner feels as my partner is the one with cancer.. but what will make him happy is just being with you and making you feel better... i to reached breaking point and was so tired and falling apart but took some time out and went on holiday with my family and now feel refreshed... it is good and important for him to have time for himself to recharge his batteries as it is for you... go and get urself a pedi and mani or just get a massage 🙂 i hope you start feeling better, i truly know how it feels when you start getting stuck in that 'hospital routine'.. is so shit! xoxo ... View more

i am so very sorry, unfourntatly i know how you feel.. sometimes you feel so sad u just want to stay in bed and not come out! please hang in there, and know that you will not be like this forever... you are going through a trickky/rough patch, but you will recover whatever the outcome... maddie xo ... View more

so sorry to hear this crappy news... such a roller coaster ride... the bad news never gets any easier... xo ... View more

i to understand exactly how you feel.. my fiance has terminal cancer and everything revolves around that and him.. i to feel guilty at getting angry at him for taking off and going overseas without me.. i feel like im left here on my own to pick up the pieces.. i know he has every right to do watever he wants but i to am involved.. its hard some days i honestly wish it was me.. how will i ever cope without him? its a thought that a lot of people think.. i know its silly and i shouldnt think like that but sometimes i wonder if emotional pain is worse than physical pain.. at least you can take something for physical pain.. emotional pain is longlasting... i hope you feel better soon xo ... View more

haha i dont mind a glass of wine myself! pft its not dangerous, dangerous would be injecting herion! ... View more

thank you all for your replies! i have booked in to see a phsycologist in a couple of weeks fingers crossed it helps! ... View more

has he tried taking sleeping tabs? if not reading often helps me.. although i dunno if itd help him? 😞 xo ... View more

hey there i havent been on ur one but im on ciltopram and i also feel a bit numb.. it has stopped me crying all the time which was quite a bit, but i feel like nothing upsets me even though it does.. make sense? kind of a weird feeling.. ... View more

so sorry to hear about your diagnosis.. my fiance has also got terminal bowel cancer he is only 24.. it sucks big time! i sometimes think that how can this possibly be happening? why us? i guess its all questions that we all want to know... he is having chemo atm but it really gets him down as he feels sick every fortnight.. if you wanna chat just pm me 🙂 xo ... View more