Dear Katkit I have not spoken to my friend since that last endeavour with her. I feel after having cancer and the high and lows of this I really dont like confrontation with people any more and now I tend to just walk away from any upset. This friend comes from a big family who are very supportive of each other and have always been there for each other. She admits to me she cant imagine what it is like being me being alone with no family system. So I think when I am with her she makes me feel inferior this is why I have kept my distance, and personally feel disappointment and let down in this relationship with her. I am now going out more socially and now meet more positive people in my life that make me feel more relaxed and appeciated.
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