Hi, I have just recovered, well still recovering from throat cancer and had a horrible time of it. I ended up in emergency a few times and got very sick. I had bad luck with every procedure and have been left with ptsd. I have now been told I have lung cancer and need chemo and imuno but not sure I can go through with it. the main reason is I reacted badly to the chemo and also the Peg I had put in was totally disabling for me and got badly infected many times. When I wanted to get it out there was no one at the hospital to do it so i had to go to a private doctor and get it ripped out. not nice. So I am not sure I can go through the two year of treatment and am especially freaked out about the thing that has to be implanted in my chest for two years. the decision to get treatment or not haunts me day and night. Anyway , I feel a little better for venting, thank Doug. 🤔
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