Taking pressure of yourself, great advice. I’ll try to put  that into practice. Just having a rough couple of days, getting really annoyed about it all. Next appointment for results soon, brings back all those horrible days. Its not even the cancer that’s bothering me, it’s life. I don’t know, my mind is scrambled. Have a beautiful day Isadora, it’s always great to here from you. ... View more

Trying to get better mentally. Going through cancer has changed my perspective on life, everything now is kinda pointless. That joy I once had has been replaced with doubt, anxiety and uncertainty. I get these bubbles during the day, where I’m my old self for a fraction of a moment, then pop, the bubble burst and it’s back to reality. Why do life’s responsibilities now feel like a burden instead of a challenge?  It’s not even the cancer that’s the problem, It’s guess I’m just getting older and weaker and don’t have the stamina like before. Some days I accept it but others it just annoys me. I will keep moving forward no matter what is in my way, it’s hard but I’m not ready to give up just yet. Another day and I’m still here, ground hog day. I guess I need a new hobby, doing the same thing for 25 years has finally made me insane, it took getting cancer for me to realise that. Just another rant from a irrelevant old man.  ... View more

Hi Lyn. I don’t know what to say. I feel the weight of that cancer everyday and it sucks. All we can do is take one step at a time. My prayers and love go to you and your family. ... View more

I love my cavoodle. Wagging her tail and flopping on the ground for a belly scratch. If I have a good day or bad day it doesn’t matter, she’s always happy to see me. ... View more

It certainly did Miranda. Having a second one just because I can. Wet cold horrible day, I really want to call in sick and go back to bed, but the General in me is saying suck it up and go to work. Well, I guess I’m off to work…😩 Have a great day. ... View more

Cancer is a blessing and a curse. It opens your eyes up to what’s really important in life. It sucks going through it, constantly weighing on your shoulders. Dealing with daily life is hard enough. Just take it one day at a time. I wish you and your family all the best Margot. ... View more

Things are kinda back to normal. I’m not as strong mentally or physically as I used to be, I’ve learnt to accept it and just carry on. Thank you for keeping in touch, it’s alway nice to get a message. It’s amazing how much pain and trauma the mind and body can go through and yet I somehow keep moving forward. Still working, playing with the kids, walking the dog, paying the bills ect. Life goes on and I refuse to be left behind. How are you going with everything? ... View more

Having a cup of coffee in the morning.  Before the madness of the day I like to prepare and reflect when all is calm and quiet. ... View more

I know how you feel. That’s my every day. Everything I do now is for my family, my health and happiness are irrelevant. No amount of words can help, just know that your not alone. ... View more

Thanks. I’m not happy or sad, somewhere in between. Still a lot better than I was. More test next month and see my surgeon again for check up. Nervous but doing okay. Having this forum to unload my baggage has helped. Have a great day Miranda 🙂 ... View more